Recently I’ve undergone some difficulties in my life, primarily with physical and emotional pain. On the emotional side, an issue of persistent worry and fear, and on the physical side, some kind of persistent body pain that I will not say more about simply because I don’t know anything yet. I’m going to the doctor […]
may you all be blessed may you all be worthy may you all know peace may you all be Buddha may you all aspire to know something good to practice something right to share something helpful may you keep a silent heart for those who need you most
vibrations in my heart invite speech to seek some other way than what is here for me now the body cries it is alone and creates friends it must kill oh it is OK mind to punish yourself with others it’s nothing new anyway
writing silence around doubts is empty endeavor like pulling grass out of a field we return to the field as corpses doubts return to the mind
I hold the door open for you — not because I want you to join me but because holding the door feels fine and seeing you arrive feels fine and letting go of your hand feels fine. Joy in the heart.
he broke my heart yesterday and today too. Something about not being able to do it and feeling a kick like that and hurting straight into tears love for myself was in that space and the tears were healing they were holy letting it happen again like watching your child lose a fight or witnessing […]
Birds crying in this clarity sharp and precise boats ride the harbor waves the waters flutter and still in the breeze it is moving not somewhere but moving nonetheless in some endless expression On the beach, ruined boats, rust eaten hulled out and dead I can hear the sounds of saws planing out some future […]